I am bored of feeling like shit. Had an appointment today with the neurologist. That went well! I’ve been mulling over this all afternoon. Basically I feel like I was told that it’s all in my head and because of the treatment I’ve had I should be fine and running about with no problems. I…

Words have power. They can make you feel amazing, make you feel awful, make you feel high, make you feel low. There a words you like and words you hate. Just think about how words make you feel and make other people feel. At some point someone will have said something to you that has…

Well not quite. I’m neither god or a DJ no matter how much hoping I do. I have found something else to focus on though. I’ve been sorting the music out for the spiritualist church. It’s been quite fun. I’ve only been involved in 2 services but they’ve been good. It’s given me a different…

As most of you know by now my anxiety has been completely off recently. Tonight I was at the spiritualist church for the service. In the middle of the service while getting a message from the medium there was an almighty crash sound. It was so clear and loud. The best way to describe it…

Some may love, some may not. This heat is killing me. It’s setting off all of my symptoms and some of them haven’t be pretty great recently either. The heat has made them worse. Fans and air conditioner have been working over time. Just trying to keep me cool and comfortable. Oh to be cold…

This shaking, jerking and juddering is starting to get on my wick now. I know I can’t control it but I’d love it to stop. There are times when the jerking is that bad I can’t do something simple like look at my phone. My arms and body are jerking so I can’t see what’s…

This shaking, jerking and juddering is starting to get on my wick now. I know I can’t control it but I’d love it to stop. There are times when the jerking is that bad I can’t do something simple like look at my phone. My arms and body are jerking so I can’t see what’s…

The sticks and stones may break my bones advert upsets me. Yes the information we currently give to victims of bullying needs updating but we also need to stop bullying in the first place. Why do we still put up with it? It’s just wrong. Picking on others because of a difference that in most…

Well I can safely say it’s been a crap week. Pain and anxiety have been completely off this week. I’ve spent most of the week in agony and high as a kite on tramadol. Even though I haven’t been feeling the good high. I’ve no idea if it’s that or something else that’s been setting…

Why the hell do I have to have a complete and utter break down over something completely stupid. I’ve lost part of my tragus earring. The crystal bit. I had an itchy ear so I scratched it and the bar bit of my earring came away in my hand. I started huffing and puffing while…