This shaking, jerking and juddering is starting to get on my wick now. I know I can’t control it but I’d love it to stop. There are times when the jerking is that bad I can’t do something simple like look at my phone. My arms and body are jerking so I can’t see what’s on my phone.

The jerking in my legs is the most annoying thing. My legs just bounce up and down at high speed. Because I feel that it’s the most obvious thing it annoys me and think people judge me when it’s happening.

The most uncomfortable jerking is when it happen around my belly. All of a sudden it feels like someone has punched me in the gut or like I’ve done a million sit ups. It feels painful and uncomfortable.

All of my muscles feel like they are getting over cramp. It really gets on my tits. I think all the jerking is making the fatigue worse which in turn is making the jerking worse. Just sitting trying to relax is hard work. The focus and concentration it takes to try and control my body is shattering.

When sitting in bed trying to relax before sleep is hard work because the jerking happens. Arms, legs, belly, neck, head. You name it it jerks, judders and shakes.

I have managed to finish my alpaca though.

It’s so cute. Down side is though that I now have to make two more. It’s should be right though. I just need to get my knitting head on and get down to it.

Love and light