Some may love, some may not. This heat is killing me. It’s setting off all of my symptoms and some of them haven’t be pretty great recently either. The heat has made them worse.
Fans and air conditioner have been working over time. Just trying to keep me cool and comfortable. Oh to be cold I’d love it at the moment. Not being able to control my body temperature makes the weather like this even harder to deal with. I constantly feel warm as it is and have fans and air conditioning running in winter with my window wide open.
You know that thing people used to say about not wearing your coat inside or you won’t feel the benefit outside? It’s a bit like that for me at the moment. As I had the cold stuff working in the winter, now it’s warmed up it isn’t working as well to keep me cool.
It’s that awful feeling of your face sweating, your body feeling all manky and clammy and the heat making it hard to breath. It’s like that feeling when you go abroad to somewhere hot and the plane doors open and the heat hits you smack in the face and it takes your breath away. That’s what I feel like when I leave my bedroom or just leave the house.
Anyway enough of moaning about the heat (I hate it if you hadn’t of guessed). It’s time to talk about the other things I’ve been up to this week. I finished my alpaca, I think I mentioned that though. My sister is making me make her one now. Then my nephew will start pestering me for one or someone else in the family will.
I did start knitting a hand puppet but that’s had to go on the back burner while I the other alpaca has taken over. Tuesday night I went to the spiritualist church. I didn’t get a reading but I had some healing before the service. That’s always nice. I missed out on a gong bath on Wednesday because my mum was out and everyone else who’d take me and keep me company was busy. I finished the MS Society newsletter and that’s gone to print so just need to find the envelopes and figure out how to print the labels. That’s when it all arrives. The leaflet I had done have been printed and they’re starting to make their way around.
On Thursday I was at the hospital for my monthly blood test. It really hurt when the needle went in. My mum also wanted a word with the MS Nurse about the fact things have really flared up for me and about the shaking and emotions and the rest. She couldn’t really do much and said the pain clinic was the best place to get some help so we’re just waiting on them now.
Mum, Dad and Katie have all decided they are coming to the next appointment with the neurologist. The thought of that appointment scares me shitless. I just feel he doesn’t believe me about anything that I’m going through. He wants me walking everywhere and off all the pain killers. Things are bad enough as they are now being off them would be murder. The way he is makes me want to break bother his legs with my walking stick and tell him to get up and walk it off. That’s what I feel he’s doing with me. And that’s why I’m dreading the appointment.
I can’t remember doing anything on Friday. I may have done some knitting but if I did anything else it must have been extremely memorable. Yesterday did nowt during the day but had development group in the evening. I was given the task of coming up with something to build up the energy. So I took loads of crystals and had people sending energy through them to the centre of the circle. I also took my singing bowls and was sat if the floor playing them. Everyone that took part in the development group said it was great and they all felt the energy building. I also used the bowls during the mediumship session in the group. This really helped everyone get in tune and helped them work. It’s even been making me look and consider getting a new singing bowl.
The service was good too. The lady that was doing it came to me and gave me a message. Not saying what it was as it was for me. It really rang true for me.
During the group and the service it was roasting. Again I was really struggling with the heat. People even noticed how badly it was affecting me. On the way home I got my kebab. Got home ate that and went to my room to try and cools down. That’s about it.
I hope you’re all enjoying the weather and having a great chocolate weekend.
Love and light.