Well not quite. I’m neither god or a DJ no matter how much hoping I do. I have found something else to focus on though. I’ve been sorting the music out for the spiritualist church. It’s been quite fun. I’ve only been involved in 2 services but they’ve been good.

It’s given me a different view of the services. I see the medium that’s on up close. So it’s helping with the clairvoyance. I’m seeing the energy link that the medium has with the person getting the message and the spirit giving the information. With practice I’ll be seeing the spirit person. That will come with the help of my guides and in time. I can see them in my head when using my third eye but not physically. It will come though.

I’ve also been having fun with the music and organising it, converting it and updating it. I’m getting them to become mp3s. So been learning how to do that.

Anxiety has been shit this last week. Hitting again and again and again. There have been times I knew the cause and most of the time I’ve had no idea what’s caused it. Some of the fears and reasons I’ve been able to talk through with other people so that’s helped ease my mind with them.

I’m still dreading the next appointment with the neurologist. I think the whole family are planning on going. I just have no idea how it’s going to go. I think everyone else is going to be there to tell the neurologist where to go and give him hell and back me up. Well I hope that’s what’s going to happen anyway.

Crystal balls, no idea why but one really attracted to crystal spheres at the moment, I just want loads and loads and loads of them. i just was to add to my collection. I have updated my carry round stones though. I’m carrying:

Golden Healer

Labradorite

Angel Aura Quartz

Lepidolite

And I got my bracelets too. Black tourmaline, sunstone, morganite, amethyst and citrine.

I did a full chakra balancing layout the other day and that was cool l. It’s been a while since I did one of those. Felt the benefit straight away. Always good when that happens.

Had an online meeting today with other ms people that are doing the same as me. That was good and useful. And will help me with the things I have to do.

Anyway Love and Light