Category: My weird, wonderful, insane, ranting, raving, articulating claptrap

  • Confirmation and recognition

    This weekend I was told something. I had something confirmed. It’s something that means a hell of a lot to me. It’s the recognition from someone else. It made me feel special, accepted and I was well and truly on the path that I’ve thought about since I was about 15 or 16. So that’s…

  • What’s occurring?

    So what to talk about. It’s been forever since my last post. I think of something to write about then something else happens and I completely forget about it. So I may as well start with the last couple of days, weeks, months, years. I know it’s not been quite that long but it feels…

  • I know, I forgot. But this is how the last few days have been.

    My weekend hasn’t been to bad. And yes I know I’ve not posted anything for ages. I’m sorry about that but every time I’ve thought about it something else has come along and distracted me. Ooooooooooo shiney!!!!! Anyway I’ve been doing a lot of work with energy. So working with Reiki, Karuna and a new…

  • Oh so shitty

    I am bored of feeling like shit. Had an appointment today with the neurologist. That went well! I’ve been mulling over this all afternoon. Basically I feel like I was told that it’s all in my head and because of the treatment I’ve had I should be fine and running about with no problems. I…

  • Words have power!

    Words have power. They can make you feel amazing, make you feel awful, make you feel high, make you feel low. There a words you like and words you hate. Just think about how words make you feel and make other people feel. At some point someone will have said something to you that has…

  • God is a DJ

    Well not quite. I’m neither god or a DJ no matter how much hoping I do. I have found something else to focus on though. I’ve been sorting the music out for the spiritualist church. It’s been quite fun. I’ve only been involved in 2 services but they’ve been good. It’s given me a different…

  • Oh what a night!

    As most of you know by now my anxiety has been completely off recently. Tonight I was at the spiritualist church for the service. In the middle of the service while getting a message from the medium there was an almighty crash sound. It was so clear and loud. The best way to describe it…

  • The heat

    Some may love, some may not. This heat is killing me. It’s setting off all of my symptoms and some of them haven’t be pretty great recently either. The heat has made them worse. Fans and air conditioner have been working over time. Just trying to keep me cool and comfortable. Oh to be cold…

  • Shaking all over

    This shaking, jerking and juddering is starting to get on my wick now. I know I can’t control it but I’d love it to stop. There are times when the jerking is that bad I can’t do something simple like look at my phone. My arms and body are jerking so I can’t see what’s…

  • Shanking all over

    This shaking, jerking and juddering is starting to get on my wick now. I know I can’t control it but I’d love it to stop. There are times when the jerking is that bad I can’t do something simple like look at my phone. My arms and body are jerking so I can’t see what’s…