So what to talk about. It’s been forever since my last post. I think of something to write about then something else happens and I completely forget about it.

So I may as well start with the last couple of days, weeks, months, years. I know it’s not been quite that long but it feels like it. So it was my birthday at the end of May. I had a really relaxed day and didn’t get up to much.

Anxiety has been a bit of a bitch recently. I’ve noticed it seems to get worse if I’m on my own. I think it’s because I’ve no one to talk to about stuff with so I can’t clean it up and it just starts mulling around in my head and gradually gets worse and worse and worse. So I need people to talk to about stuff that’s been going on or people who understand me. So if anyone wants to offer their services give us a shout.

So yarn craft wise. I decided on that to cover knitting and crochet. I think it makes it sound posh. Anyway, I’ve been doing a couple of things but mainly focusing on crochet. The cloth for the healing book stand that I’ve been working on for like 15 years or something is starting to take shape. I’m using 4ply white cotton. It’s coming along nicely. I keep changing my mind about which pattern I’m going to follow so there have been a few different things. But, I’ve decided that different patterns is the way to go. I was tempted to try filet crochet but gave up on that when I couldn’t find enough information on it. So at the moment I have like a Centre piece and some surrounding bits. I’ve decided that I’m going to keep going with squares of different patters and just put them all together at the end. I think I’ll have the Centre piece then work outward in rounds of the different squares. When I finally decide it’s big enough it will finally be finished. Well until I decide to add something else.

I’ve downloaded and returned so many crochet books on my kindle recently it’s become a bit of a joke. I’ve learnt how to follow crochet charts and they are so much easier than written patterns. Especially for squares and stuff like that. But all the books I’ve downloaded and returned haven’t had charts in so they’ve been sent straight back. The problem is you can’t see if they have charts in until you’ve downloaded them. Pain in the arse! Onwards and upward though.

I was at the spiritualist church tonight and there was a lady medium on that I’d never seen before. I thought she was amazing. She gave me a message. It was my gran that came through. She was being a bit awkward and almost speaking to the medium in code. So she was trying to say things without actually saying them. My gran could have been awkward with things like that at times. The thing that really got me and I found a mazing was the medium said that she was being show. Blue marbles and that things were just going round and round. Yeah that’s right especially with the neurologist. The blue marble was amazing, I put my hand in my pocket and what did I pull out:

it’s not a marble but a little blue appetite sphere. To most people thought it could be classed as a blue marble though. It was all confirmation for me. I know my gran has been around though but it gave me a bit of a kick up the backside to start doing so work and actually pay attention to who’s around.

With the crochet I made some bits for some friends. They received them and messaged me while I was typing this. I didn’t want to mention anything Incase they hadn’t but now I know they have I can share a picture of them.

I made them a goddess with elemental symbols and a crochet seed of life. They seem to like them.

That’s enough from me and I think that’s quite a detailed catch up so I’ll leave it there.

Love and light y’all