So this week seems to have gone stupidly fast. That seems to be right for all weeks at the moment. They’re flying by and merging and all becoming one. So at the moment I have no idea if tomorrow is last Tuesday or October 4. I think though that the merging and confusion thing is…

Well what to say about today? It’s been an interesting one that’s for sure. There’s been tangling, TV, sewing and puffers. This afternoon I had breathing issues. I wasn’t able to breath properly and so a full on panic attack kicked in. What fun that was, halfway down the stairs, issues breathing, panicking and unable…

So this week the new car came…. I got to ride in it on the way home from the car place and we went out in it today for a little drive so mum could figure out how things on it work. I need to come up with a name for her. At the moment…

I think there might be a song there somewhere but I’m not sure. So yeah, the world is starting to turn again and things a slowly getting back to normal. Random phone call the other day partly out of the blue and partly expected. The new car is due to arrive at the car place…

I’ve been feeling good and happy the last few day. Things are starting to get back to the new normal. Sunday knitting has started up again. The first one was Sunday just gone. There were only a few of us but it was great to see and talk to other people that you don’t live…

Return the map. it will bring you great danger. That’s something for the film nerds. Guess the film? I’ll let you know later if I remember. I’m trying something that I haven’t tried for a long time. I’m using my laptop to write a post. oooooooooooo, it’s a bit weird using a normal keyboard and…

What a fucking shit day. I hate being a spaz! When things go wrong and there is absolutely nothing you can do. The anxiety kicks in and then the spasms and everything else start to rear it’s bloody ugly head. Today dad had an argument with some cows and lost big time. He has a…

So another week down and another step along the path of life. What to talk about today? Well at least I’m a hell of a lot better now than I was last week. Don’t know what it was but I wasn’t right and it was the worst I’ve been for a long while. But better…

Finally after like a million years of work it’s finished. All done and dusted, the main issue now is what should I do next. I know I’ve been going on about that cardigan jumper thing for ever now but I’m really happy that it’s finished. Problem is that because it’s been so warm I’ve only…

So I think it’s time for another update check in thing. Right now I’m not feeling that great. I feel like someone is is kicking ten tons of shit out of my stomach. I have no idea what’s caused it but something has. It’s something that happens every now and then and I haven’t been…