So this last week I’ve done so much it’s unbelievable.

The cardigan is still a work in progress. This last week I think I’ve done about 6 rows.

So been really busy with knitting this week as you can tell from the great humongous number of rows I’ve done. So yeah really really really busy with knitting. And that massive numbers of rows have been done today.

I think the only thing I’ve managed to complete this week is a little purple doll to go with the big one I made last week.

So yeah that’s about it. The only other thing I’ve done is tweak a lip balm recipe. I’d used a bit of it already and I realised it seemed to work just as well on my hands as it did on my lips.

I melted it down again and added some rose hip oil, some evening primrose oil and some vitamin e oil. Put it back in the pot and I’ve now been using it for a bit of everything. It’s gone on my hands, my lips, my feet and anywhere else I’ve needed to use it. It’s been working really well.

I’ve been feeling crap today. My MS has been playing up. The dizziness has been crap for a while. Stupidly worse than it’s been for some time. I’ve been feeling sick and just generally meh. The anxiety has been playing up. The only way I can describe the way I’m feeling is that something isn’t right.

With what’s going on in the world at the moment the stuff I’m going through pales in comparison so it doesn’t feel right talking or moaning about it. But this is my space, I made it and I can talk about what I want in it. If I feel like moaning and griping here I can and I will. I don’t want to dwell on the doom and gloom though. It doesn’t help and just brings me down. And that shouldn’t really be possible with all the drugs I’m on.

I did get a bit scared the other day when out of the blue I got a phone call from someone asking different questions like address and date of birth and if there was someone here who can do all the other bits that need doing like go shopping and get prescriptions and stuff. After the call I was worried that someone was trying to steal my identity or something. That’s because something didn’t feel right on the call and straight after I googled to try and find out if this was something the government were doing for the people in super duper mega lockdown. The first thing that came up was something about scams and people being ripped off. Something like that doesn’t help much when the anxiety is already playing up. So more worry set in. Mum realised something wasn’t right with me and then talked me down and explained it. She works wonders that woman. I know I couldn’t deal with someone like me so she deserves a medal.

I have no idea why but I’m finding the create and craft channel on sky strangely addictive. I haven’t bought anything and I don’t think I would. I’m going to sound really old now but it’s ok to have on as a bit of company. Something in the background that you don’t have to pay any attention to while you’re doing something else. It’s sky channel 683 if you’re interested. (Not that you are)

So, I’ve said it before but it’s worth saying again stay safe, stay well and Love and light.