Well got some bad news today. The world has lost a great person. A friend I made recently is no longer here. She has passed.

Her name was Marilyn. I met her through the local branch of the MS society. I helped her with technical stuff and getting documents uploaded to a website. I feel I made a really good friend in her and I really will miss her.

It happened so quickly, I saw her a couple of days ago and she was fine then. At least I know she won’t be suffering anymore. It seems stupid to say that she’s in a better place now but I know she is and I know she can come back for a chat if she wants to so that’s a good thing I suppose. It’s just the feeling of loss.

It’s the first time I’ve lost a friend. I’ve lost family members in the past but never someone I class as a friend. The feeling of loss is hard to deal with. It’s like there is a massive hole now. I’m trying to fill it with love, light and reiki. I’ll also be send reiki to Marilyn to help her on her journey.

It’s hard, I feel numb and don’t really know what to do with myself. I’m talking to friends and my family but I’m not sure how I feel. Do I feel sad? Do I feel something else. I just don’t know. I know my mum is being supportive though.

I’m also going to propose something at the next MS team meeting. I know that will help and my mum thinks it’s a good idea. If it works it will be great and it will make me feel better.

Anyway, hope everyone’s good and all is going well for you.

Love and light.