At weekend I went to see some friends at a dance event I’ve been to for the past few years. Only spent a couple of hours there but it was great to see friends from all over the world.

I’m sure the hotel hallway wasn’t as hard to get down last year than it was at weekend. That was hard work just going up and down it.

Seeing friends is great. I had missed them and I hadn’t seen most of them for a good few months. Have to admit though that I was scared as hell on the way to see them. I was so nervous. I know they have all seen me in a wheelchair before and feeling scared was stupid. That is the joy of anxiety though., you can’t control it and it happens at the most awkward and stupid times.

When I saw my friends again it felt great. Loads of hugs and time to chat. Just catching up with people you haven’t seen for ages is great fun. Just to catch up with them and see they are doing well is always a bonus.

We got home about teatime so we were only there for a couple of hours. I did struggle when I got home though. Pain, fatigue and brain fog. That’s what I came away with. I spent most of Sunday and Monday sleeping. Those few hours took there toll on me. But I feel the good times outweighed the bad. That’s what it’s all about. Having the good outweigh the bad.

That’s what we have to fight for. Fight for the light and banish the darkness. It’s what I’ll be fighting for. The good times may take there toll but enjoyment and good times are what they are all about.

A massive thank you should go out to all my friends the one that are near and the ones that are far. Blessings of love and light go out to all of you.

Have fun and some massive hugs

Love and light