Well burning actually. At the moment I’m feeling like my ears are burning . Not in the someone’s talking about me sort of way. They feel like they are on fire. I had to get mum to check and feel them to see if they were hot or not. Mum said they weren’t but it still feels like they are burning and it’s uncomfortable to the point of pain. I’m not sure how I’m going to deal with this. I have the aircon blasting and that’s not helping so no idea what to try next. I’m at the point where my body is cold, yes my body is cold, but my ears are burning.

So over the last week I’ve been crafty, I’ve made a couple of mice, some face masks, a box, a gnome, done some tangling and I’ve even done some colouring. And this week is going to be another crafty week but project wise I’m not sure what’s coming next.

So the mice are needle felted, I finally got round to working on them, it’s only take me 11 months. I got the bits for them at Yarndale last September in Yorkshire. The gnome isn’t so bad, I got the pattern and some of the wool at the creative craft show in January. I’d done my mouse and when my sister saw it she wanted one too so I had to do one for her.

The two face masks I made are for Mum and Dad. Mums is the light Blue one in the picture and the one for my dad is all black, did t get a picture of that one though.

The box was made as my first project on my new Hunkydory Adorable Scoreboard. I’ve started on the long slippery slope of paper crafting. That leads me on to the colouring, the images of the flowers are from digital stamps and I just used pencil crayons to colour them in.

The tangling speaks for its self really.

What else? Well, I had a mega anxiety attack on Monday afternoon that I’m still feeling the affects of today. It all started when Mum, Katie and Harvey we’re going to the park. Katie and Harvey came round as mum was going to take them (that’s a whole different story but it’s not important). Harvey was his normal self, being loud, hyper and running around like a headless chicken. I went to put something into the porch and found the front door wide open. So I shut it and instantly started panicking that the car had been or was about to be stolen and that other people had the house keys and anything else you could think of that’s bad was about to happen.

Part of me knew that it was just Harvey going in and out. Mum and Katie even said so but it didn’t stop the panicking. They went out and god knows how in hell I didn’t end up in my room curled up with the door locked. But was back in the dining room sewing or felting. But I was nervous, jumpy and on edge for the rest of the day. Even jumpy and getting scared when dad was cooking tea, we were having pork saltimbocca and he had to whack and thin out the pork. So every pound made me jump and scared that he was angry because I’d done something wrong (I hadn’t by the way). So was nervous, on edge, jumpy and not try to draw attention to myself for the rest of the night. Mum did tell me off though, not really but sort of, she said that if I’m not feeling right I should tell her no matter what she was doing or what was about to happen.

I haven’t been feeling right for a few days and I guess Harvey and the door thing must have been the straw that broke the camels back.

Got some new drugs from the doctor. Some fake spit in a can to help with the dry mouth. Well while I’ve been using it my mouth hasn’t been as dry as it has in the past, I just hope it helps the sensitive tongue. I had to have another blood test at the doctors, this is on top of the ones I have to have monthly. The nurse at the gp’s did it, she hurt when the needle went in, no where near as good as the lady that comes to do the monthly test. Not only did it hurt, she took a fair few bottles (5 I think) and I have a bruise and bump where the needle went in. The bruise seems to be getting worse each day well showing more anyway.

I can’t think of much else to talk about so stay safe and Love and Light.