Am I a bad person?


Well been accused of some things in the past but I think this one takes the piss. I don’t see myself as a bad person and I don’t think I am. But I suppose the only people that can answer that are other people. That would be if I gave a shit about what people think of me.

I have to say that the only opinion that matters about me is the one I have of myself. That should be a true fact for everyone. What you think of yourself holds the most power. Obviously if you are an utterly evil arse hole that make a difference and you should really be ashamed of yourself.

Someone asked me to do a reading for them about what feels like 30 years ago or something. It might have been 3 or less. This person hasn’t mentioned it for a long time either way. They had a friend staying over for a couple of days. One night I got in from church and this person asked about tarot cards and things like that. So one thing led to another and I ended up giving a card reading and some psychic and mediumship stuff for them. It was for a really nice lad that has gone through some real shit in the past but hopefully he found it useful and found some love and light from it.

Today I was told by information through the grapevine that I was totally wrong to have given this lad a reading when this other person has been asking for ages. I have to point out though that it hasn’t been mentioned in a long long long time. It’s also now safe to say that it isn’t going to happen now or ever.

I think someone is feeling very jealous and very insecure. The other thing is that this person is turning into an evil nasty piece of work and when things don’t go the way she wants all hell seems to break loose. Everyone is evil and out to get her. Everyone should be slaves and bow to her every command. My curtsy needs some work I think………. not for you anyway.

It’s been a while since someone got on my wick so much and hopefully it will be along time until someone else like that comes along.

One of the principles of spiritualism is The Brotherhood Of Man. I try desperately to follow this and try to be kind and show compassion to everyone and everything. But sometimes it’s hard and there are some people that put this to the test. I may find your presence offensive, your attitude appalling and find the way you treat others disgusting but I still wish you love and light.

Anyway, time to get on with me being me. Craft wise…… I broke a crochet hook the other day. I was trying to crochet chain loops on the kiwi bird. The one that I’ve been working on for weeks now. The chain loops are supposed to be feathers. It’s all stuffed and sewn together, just need the loopy feathers now. It’s going to look cool when it’s finished.

Luceting I’m still plodding alongs, Slowly but getting somewhere with it.

Knitting, the baby blanket I started in August on holiday still needs to be finished but I’ll get round to it at some point. I made a cable knitted hat that looks cool. But as it’s going to be a Christmas present I’m not sharing a picture. I’m also knitting a couple of other things for Christmas too. Fingers crossed I get them all finished it time.

Felting wise I’ve been making a few tree decorations to be used as gifts for people. Again can’t really share much about that in case one of the recipients is reading.

The Christmas tree is up. That’s looking nice and Christmasy. I was at the Christmas fair and the spiritualist church at weekend. Unfortunately it was a very quiet but I hope the people that needed it got something out of it.

That’s enough ranting and raving from me. Big it up, love and light


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