Well it’s been a tough week, physically, mentally and emotionally. Went into hospital on Monday to start the 2nd round of lemtrada.
The ward was like a bloody prison. Hard to get onto and even harder to get off. I didn’t try to go out while I was connected to the drip, I was being a good boy. After sitting there for a good few hours being drugged up all I really wanted to do was to go out side and have a smoke (well a vape). Finding someone to open the door to let me out was hard work. Getting back into the ward afterwards was hard too.
I can feel the treatment working as I’m feeling like crap. But that’s just the joys of being pumped full of poison and having your immune system killed off. I’m now in the quarantine period. I’m not supposed to go out or come into contact with anyone who is or maybe ill. Having no immune system and getting anything could be very dangerous and would more than likely end up with a trip back to hospital.
The most annoying thing about this quarantine period is that I’m not supposed to go out. If I was allowed to I probably wouldn’t but as I’m not it’s all I want to do.
I did however make a new friend while I was in hospital. He’s called Mark and he helped to keep me sane. We had a good laugh and the time became bare able. Whilst I was in I did do some crochet and I started knitting some socks too. But from that there isn’t much else to say. The staff on the ward weren’t great. Sat waiting 2 to 3 hours after the treatment finished waiting for them to come and disconnect me from the drip a pointless waste of time. If something else was happening on the ward like someone crashing or something else serious just to be told what’s going on would have been fine. I’m not completely in caring. I would have just waited but to be completely ignored is not great and that’s how I felt. The alarm on the drip didn’t help either as it kept going off every few minutes which was just adding to the annoyance.
Anyway, I’m home know and can relax and calm down. Just thinking about it starts to make my blood boil. As it’s Yule today I keep thinking I should be doing something but can’t think what to do. I may light the fire in the front room but not sure. It will likely just end up a slow lazy day.
If you’ve asked for healing through the reiki page on my site I will get round to doing it but unfortunately it won’t be for a little while. I’m going to get my self together and start getting over my treatment before I start with that.
Anyway, I hope you all have a happy festive season (which ever path you follow) all the best and love and light to one and all.