So this last week there have been MS team meetings and other sessions. There has been dog training and playing with Zoe. Psychic stuff and development things. Church stuff, friend stuff and to top it all off hospital trips.

Have to say though that the hospital trips haven’t been for me. Mum hasn’t been too well again. She woke me up the other day to say that Sam was taking her to a and e. That’s quite shocking in its self. When she woke me though she didn’t sound too bad so I wasn’t as worried as I have been in the past.

So she went to hospital and dad spent the day running round after people and trying to keep people up to date with what’s going on. At the time the hospital people thought my mum may have embolisms in her lungs left over from the pneumonia. She went for a CT scan today and it turns out that there are no embolisms so it’s just a chest infections. So lots of antibiotics and healing and she should be right as rain and back to normal soon. So anyone reading this please spare a thought and send my mum some healing.

Knitting and crochet wise I haven’t really been able to do much because of the dog. I’ve been working on the rabbit for my sister and that’s all. I managed to spend a bit of time yesterday and I managed to get one ear finished and start another but that’s all.

When it comes to Zoe that is where most of my time has been spent. We’ve learnt to sit, to pee on mats and sort of come here. She can do stairs on her own now so she doesn’t need to be carried which makes things easier for all of us. We’ve been working on lye down and fetch. She did manage to scare me shirtless the other day though. She was playing and got a bit bitey. She was snapping and my anxiety kicked in. She does get a bit giddy with playing sometimes and snappy and she tries to bite a lot of things. But like I said the anxiety kicked in and I just lost it. I took her down stairs handed her to my mum and said we are getting a crate for her. Then I went back upstairs, hid in my room and cried tears of fear for a bit. The next day though all was well and we were good friends again. Training has been coming along with her which is good, I do get a bit frustrated at times but that’s because she doesn’t do things straight away. I know that’s my issue not hers and I just need to learn to be more patient with her.

I am typing this though with her lay across me snoring he head off.

She has been getting lots of reiki, Karuna and source healing and she seems to really like that. There have been no bed accidents since the first night either so that’s good too.

Development group wise things aren’t going to bad there either. The last session at weekend was really quiet though. We did do some work and because there was only a few of us and all of us use reiki it helped to work with that and I think with some of the group members we started something really useful and helped them get somewhere and gave them a good start.

This is the last week though of officially having no religion. This coming Saturday I’m taking part in a members service at the local church and that means I will officially become a spiritualist. It’s a bit strange because a few years ago I didn’t think any religion would be for me and I was doing my own thing. I disliked Christianity because they seem to think I am evil because of who I love. (Everyone by the way) but I am GAY and there is nothing wrong with that. At first I thought spiritualism was an off shoot of Christianity so wasn’t really a fan. But when looking into it deeper it isn’t and it’s a whole religion of its own. The 7 principles ring true for me, there doesn’t seem to be any dogma, and the fact I speak to and work with people who have crossed over isn’t evil or doing the devils work, it’s all good. Working with the light and being me work with the religion so I like it and it works.

I’m not really sure what will happen in the members service, but I know spirit wouldn’t let anything bad happen. So it’s another step on my journey.

Back to the development group, I wanted to start work on something with the group. I wanted to start what I call a good vibe bowl. It’s a bit like the Snap cup from legally blond 2. So it’s full of really great and uplifting messages that can be pulled from when you need a little pick me up. The 3 of us that were there thought it was a good idea but because there was so few it wasn’t really worth starting so it will be one for another session.

That’s about it for now but there will definitely be another post about how things go at church on Saturday next week.

Love and light.