Wow what a weekend I’ve had. I didn’t really do much on Friday. Just the normal stuff really. Got up, went to knitting club, came home had tea and went to bed. So nothing really exciting for that day.

Saturday on the other hand was a bit more entertaining. Did the usual stuff during the day. Then went to development group on Saturday evening. That’s were things started to get interesting. During the session I had to give someone a reading. That went really well and was accurate. After that session was the service. I ended up being a medium for the night and I was in the platform. The service went really well.

I was a bit nervous to start off with. But, I managed to hold it together and do what needed to be done. I have found though that Woking with spirit tends to help me a lot. It calms me down and helps me along the way. They didn’t help with the pain in my legs though, but oh well. I got some really nice feedback from people afterwards though and that helped boost me up a bit.

I’m nervous as hell though about tomorrow. I have a session with a pain physiotherapist. I’m not really looking forward to it as I think and partly know deep down that it is gonna cause me pain.

Fear is a mighty motivator for my anxiety. It makes me worry and panic. I hate it. All I hope though is that it’s not too bad tomorrow.

Love and light everyone.